Farewell 2011

This seemed like the most challenging year for me.  Lost my grandpa, took on more of a work load at the office, finally moved into my remodeled old childhood home, and more than anything, was a support person to those who lost their closest loved ones or experienced harsh break ups.  Being there just to listen or being a shoulder to cry on, for me, is difficult.  I have a hard time seeing loved ones in pain.  I do not mourn well either.  Its my least favorite human emotion.  I cry and suffer just like everyone else but I can't hold on to those emotions for too long.  I guess I'm just not built that way, or maybe I haven't had the nervous break down everyone experiences once or twice in their life.  I am hopeful, a well-wisher to others, and more than anything, celebrate as much as possible.  I'm a firm beliver in constant change.  As much as I would love things to stay the same, its not possible.  Life is about changing, nothing ever stays the same.
Now, 2012 is on the horizon and the predictions are negative and positive.  With all the earth changes going on and a lighter feel in the atmosphere its challenging when you don't know what to expect.  Well, I will tell you what I expect.  I expect to be present every day to whatever comes my way.  Whether it be challenges, celebrations, prayers, prayers, prayers, meditating, or giving more of me, I will be present.  I will continue to do my best to be a better me.  I will continue to help you and love you and do my best even if your my enemy.  I will continue to pray, visualize, and meditate on family, friends, and loved ones to be in perfect health, increased wealth, exciting romance, and joyous givers.  I hope those who only give learn how to receive.  I hope those who only receive learn to experience the joy of giving and change their hearts to a new way of living.  To those reading this, here is to you, a victorious 2012.  May you release what no longer serves you and find hope and spirit of the greater good.  May all of your past hurts and scars be healed and replaced with a strength that serves you when you need it most.  May you experience peace, more abundance, better health, and a giving heart.  I see this for you, see this for yourselves and those you love.
Goodbye 2011, we move forward with healing hearts, taking with us the love that was left for us to experience.